30/10/2006 Monday
Had the OAP (Overseas attachment programme) interview.. We are going to be going to China or India or US for our attachment, then come back Singapore for another industrial attachemnt.. very nervous before i went in.. Audrey told me to prepare for it.. told me those chim chim stuff.. haha.. so funny.. den i went in.. felt quite fine.. Quite relaxing actually.. I shun have been so nervous.. I think i'll be able to go..

At night I went home tell mum, dad say dun go.. Den after some deliberation i gave up the chance lor.. Den next day went to school told audrey they all they persuaded me.. Asked me to go.. Then I talked with mum again and agreed to allow me to reconsider.. Then in the end Wednesday finally can go.. I noe it's rather messy.. but I cant really elaborate here.. so ya.. N tues nite Audrey met with an accident.. quite serious.. she was biking with her siblings and bf when her bike brake spoilt and she slammed into the lamp post.. Her arm got sprained and cut very badly.. Legs blue black and bleeding.. So terrible..

01/11/2006 Wednesday
Had the SBM talk about International Business : Globalisation and the opportunities.. Speaker was CEO of Intraco Ltd.. It was a very insightful session.. Though i did nodded off for a while.. All the lecturers from all the schools came.. DBI05 (Biz track) cohort had to attend in formal wear..

Talked about the rising Middle East.. their opportunities and challenges.. And challenges Singaproe have to face.. It was quite hilarious at times.. I wish these talks can reach more people.. They have quite an impact on me.. Make me have a rush to wanna do something that'll improve our population's slackness.. we are not courteous as the Japanese..

our country lacks natural resources.. N the only resources in abundance have stopped their production line.. we only compare our material achievements.. Courtesy and graciousness, along with earnestness and harmony slips away from us as we strive to be the top achiever, the top earner, the millionaire..

But somehow no one sees having many well-brought-up and groomed children as achievements they can boost.. Even currently, we meet our neighbours or relatives, we ask and compare the academic achievements of the kids.. It's too materialistic a society these days.. As brought up the Mr Teng and a lecturer who had a question..
Made me think alot.. Hahha..

03/11/2006 Friday
Audrey came limping to school.. I met her den we went to class together.. She showed me her wound.. So terrible.. she said stones had stuck in her arm.. so terrible.. Haiyo.. Den later went down to class from Level6 to Level5, we had to take the stairs cause the lift was under repair.. She shivered so badly when I helped her down the stairs.. Wanted to take the other lift at the other end of the building but she didn't want.. Den the guys still say later both of us roll down the stairs together.. So bad rite.. At least in the end nothing happen..

Now she much much better aready.. Only her arm still bandaged.. Stil have pus.. Yucks.. Hahah.. Hopes she recovers soon..


06/11/2006 Monday
ITIPJ proj hit a messy patch with the tutor because we dun understand what each otehr talking about.. The whole class is angry with her 'cause it's all different from what other tutors say, she say "bullshit" to Drey's group, she dispel all our ideas.. Though some ideas of ours truly aren't web services, but maybe more patience and examples can be given to us.. It 's not exactly like we dun work our brains, it's just that all our ideas dun meet her requirements.. But everytime she just say "you think yourself.. You didn't do enough research.. I cant give you ideas.. " Hmm.. So bad lor..

08/11/2006 Wednesday
Today's driving lesson repeat U-turn lesson.. One of the routes was near a slope.. I was afraid and turned too early, full lock wrongly and in the end got stuck in the kerb.. Seriously stuck in the middle of the road divider.. I was so afraid!! Jammed in the middle of a traffic junction!! Instructor Mr Lim asked me to reverse but I just cant reverse.. Den he got down and check den found out the car was stuck.. He had thought i had just struck kerb..

Quite a few pedestrians stopped to see.. So scared have to call the police and tow truck and all.. Then Mr Lim asked me to change over he just don't care reverse all the way then finally got the car out.. Den he drove off to a less-vehicle place then check the damage.. He said only the bottom part of hte car scrapped the road divider.. nothing serious.. it's just that earlier metal scraped stone that's why sounded so terrible.. Scared me to death!! I was shivering.. Haiz..

After the inspection Mr Lim asked me to take over the wheel again.. A bit shaky.. den picked up speed and continued the lesson.. Haiz.. So scary.. But i still like driving.. Wonder if i'll be black listed anot.. He said now I have phobia of the route.. I wonder if he has phobia of teaching me... Hahah..

10/11/2006 Friday
Today had driving lesson in the morning.. Learnt narrow courses.. Quite good control i think.. though sometimes the speed is abit wild.. Haiz.. Still cnat pass my Theory trial test for Final theory. Last Fri got 41/50, Wed got 42/50, 43/, today 44/50.. just wont hit 45/50 passing mark.. So sad.. Wanna pass my license before I go off China.. Course i dont wanna have to renew my PDL and extend the course.. Blow off hudrends of dollars again..

Driving is an expensive investment... Especially for people like me.. so dumb and slow.. keep repeating lessons.. But i quite like a number of instructors.. Very friendly.. Some rather fierce.. make me anxious can't drive well.. Hmm.. Thinking back,really lucky that day I got Mr Lim.. If it's other instructors, sure wud have gotten a black face and some scoldings.. Haiz.. Must really improve my skills and be a safe driver.. Musnt endanger others.. MUST BE A GOOD DRIVER!! N I DO LOVE DRIVING!!

Now project's in a turmoil again.. I think our complaints might have been heard and Ms Lee now has new instructions and everything have to redo again.. Sianz.. I'm couhging for about 4 weeeks now.. Still hanvt recover.. Stupid nose.. Just won't unblock and get well.. Haiz.. So sick and tired,..
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