Ok/.. Wednesday went for another day of driving.. 2.40pm class.. i had checked the school website earlier see if the instructor 's on duty anot.. n he was.. n i was unsure wheether i'll get him again..

den when i reached the school and saw the TV screen displaying the names and the car no matched to the student, i was all flustered.. i got the instructor.. so nervous.. den tried to calm myself .. saying i want to proof myself.. den sat down and waited til time for lesson coz i was early...

Den toilet queue very long.. and i almostlate.. Other students mostly in the car with the instructor le.. den true enough got that instructor.. But he wsa ok that day la.. So i wasn't so nervous any more.. He talked to me from the start.. so not so nervous.. 2 otehr instructors i got the previous lessons were quite open, so not so quiet and more leisurely.. AT least no near accidents today.. Monday i almost crashed with a mortorcycle turning in the same lane as me.. Haiz.. Me so dangerous driver lor..

Coz i always cnat coordinate my clutch and accelerator.. Den will stall a few times each lesson.. Im oso unbelievably slow when it comes to absorbing the teachings.. Each lesson learn 1 subject only! Total got 30 over lessons, got a few towards the end still neeed to repeat at least once one lor.. Dunno when i'll ever finish learning..

Den he hinted me to consider switch9ing to auto.. Coz in the future i pass my auto license and have gotten used to driving can still come back to take manual license.. No worries.. But it'll cost more right? But no choice, course i'm so dumb.. Every lesson will give the intstructor a heart attack.. Other den 1st lesson, i think every lesson oso got frighten the instructor once.. HAha.. Me so horrible!!! Stupid hands and stupid legs..

But i'll persevere.. I wanna drive.. Hmmm... Wish me luck..


N Wednesday morning got my results..

2A, 3B+, 2B
GPA: 3.652

I'm dropping with every semester.. Sad. Always say will work harder next sem.. But always distracted... Freinds skip lecture i oso skip.. Busy den oso skip tutorial.. But oways guilty.. Den in the end results slipping each semester.. Mum say le musn't get these results again.. Must improve.. How can keep deteriorating.. But... hmmm.. Hopefully in the new semestr can pull up my socks.. I wanna do well to open routes for myself.. I'm a person of varied interests.. Still dunno wat i wanna major in uni.. So must do my best to ensure i can go anywhere i want..

Dun want to be limited by my laziness.. I aready dun have guts le.. Cannot dun have the results to garner me a good ticket to anywhere i wanna go!!

SO DUN DISTRACT ME U PEOPLE!!! HAhha.. Crazy le..
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