Projects are terrible.. especially project modules!! You have to do all on your own. Teacher don't teach you much. You figure out on your own really got problem then can go look for them. And i'm so terrible at them. Last time was java. Now is asp.net. I don't want go IT route le. Confirm plus chop plus guarantee. Only when comparing the exams with business modules are they easier to score as IT modules are straight answers whereas you have to argue your case for business modules.

I had been trying all weekend at the same few pages only and all give me the same dumb error. Redo again and again, open up new project folders also cannot. Then ask Scott and Nadz for help .After a few hours, they did it!! So grateful to them. Then, I was worried that I cannot put it back into my original project folder to incorporate with the rest of the group members. Still got errors unsolved..

Monday supposed to show Mdm Loh our project progress so far.. We went early to school to try to work as Angel's part also can't work.. I was so sad and I was so afraid I'll fail my project!! In hte lab, I thought, just make myself faint.. Easy way out.. I was super stressed.. I went to the toilet.. Wanted to cry out.. Never been so stressed for a long time le..

Since the JC days when I was so stressed about the exams and NAFTA test.. Sunday night I had thought make myself absent don't go school can edit my project.. but still .. i felt terrible la..

Den had no time for lunch .. just rushing to solve the errors.. no one could help.. den asked Mdm Loh for extension to show her 2mr.. Skipped Biz Comm and lecture afterwards went home to do proj quick..

tues morning went to ask Kartika for help.. she finally help me solve something momentarily.. at least got somehting to show teacher.. but that was only a small bit cna't give me much marks.. Very scared that i'll fail.. tense all the way until I met her.. She gave me another chance and asked me to show her again on Monday..

Finally on Thursday can run more tasks super happy!! Really super happy!! Finally able to relax abit.. So happy.. Audrey fell sick and went home after we showed Mdm Loh our prototype.. but still have to continue to do more to make it work.. hope can work the project fast.. never been so depressed for a project before.. Just wanna get an A.. dun need a distinction.. Just want to continue to do well .. Dun wanna fall too low..

Haiz..
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