Saturday, July 29, 2006
i'm popping pills again... very stressed... i cant take it... i really trying my best but yet t.a still nonchalant... as if i'm really kidding.. n never make it happen.. just sitting around hoping for miracle to drop from the sky..
it's not my fault... t.a got all the ok ones... ok maybe i din do my part well... but surely t.a still can help rite.... i'm so tired... i do alot for other stuffs t.a got say anot... just accept wat... i stay up t.a oso dunno.. just becoz my ways different doesn't mean that wat..
i wish i can be like ......... just say all things out.. people talk, so? still need to live on wat... why am i taking things so hard.. it's so like the jc days now.. no one understands what i'm feeling inside.. i really need to shout..
just now i tot of just breaking down.. maybe get myself into some serious thing so i can drop everything else.. i'm shirking responsibility... i shun be lidat.. it's weakling behavior.. but who's there to listen? n help.. i'm asking too much..
i dun wan the disorder to return again.. i dun wan........... but why no one understands?
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