All i can tink about is him..
Saturday, May 28, 2005
He's on my mind again... Yesterday was his bday... I had stayed up until 12am the previous nite... hoping to be the 1st to greet him (sms of coz)... Like wat wud it matter rite? For all I know, he might aready be celebrating with someone new... I'm just courting trouble... Ya... It's just me holding on to a hopeless hope... N he only replied to my 1st message... N Like replying to my other greetings on other days and all would be so bad.... Haizz..........
So many people tried to get me to snap out of it... I did try to... By turning into a new me.. Be more enthu and outgoing n all... N instead sent out the wrong message to people... My old frens might think I'm turning rebellious... Going crazy cause of that old love that cun be mended... Maybe it's true... but then, deep down, I'm in a turmoil....
I just wish I could change time.... N undo all those silly wrong things I've done... But then, there's no way for that.. Life isn't for you to always look back and sigh and cry over spilled milk... People get tired of your whinings.... N having to advice you to cheer up... I know.... But sometimes.... You just gotta let something loose.... Den you won't feel so dead when your limits snap off altogether one day...
So forgive me for this post and just let me whine again... Thank you..
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