Wednesday, December 08, 2004
I feel so lonely....
I'm so alone... Outside, so many people's surrounding me... But I havn't had a real heart- to -heart talk with anyone for so long... I wish so much to talk to..... But it could never happen again... It's so lonely... There are so many things cooped up inside me... I feel so terrible.... I really wish to be with someone who can really understand me... not just someone who's accompanying me out of pity... Life seems meaningless.... I'm so moody... N so impulsive I keep doing the wrong things and end up regreting my actions... Yet tiem cannot be turn back... N once hurt has been done, the scar will not dissapear...
There doesn't seem to be much for me to look on the bright side... What's the point of mine being on this earth actually?? What do I do??? What am I for?? I'm such a trouble... So weakling, irritating, whiney, complaining, so sicky, so stupid.... Haiz... Depression again... Really need to take med meh?? But I havn't really touched it for a long time... N i dunno what's going on inside me... Suddenly, i feel life's not really such a happy thing after all... I dun have freedom... I dun dare to fight for my beliefs... I just let things go against me and whine and pine... Idiot..
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