Tuesday, September 28, 2004
What's with me??
Woke up at 8.30 today... Bathed and had breakfast den prepared to go down to Hospice CAre... Mum decided to come with me at the last minute... Kee Yih introduced us to Sara, a elderly Eurasian lady who's very friendly and warm.. She asked me to do archiving of the past years' HCA committee meetings.. Not too difficult lah.. .So I did that job from 10-12 and after that we went home.. I feel tired.. I'm scared the same problem will arise next year wen i go back into school again.. My attention dun really seem that good anymore.. Even at the Autocad course.. And I had sufficient rest... I'm scared.. Wonder what's wrong with my body..
But i dun wan to be deemed as being paranoid and worried over little things or faking... I dunno what to do..... Wish to go back to the past.. Where I still have friends and ..... to confide in.. N can talk freely about my problems... But they'll be troubled by my over-paranoidness... Maybe i'm thinking too much.. But i can't help myself.. I dun wish to as well.... But... i'm too over-protected... N timid.. Dun dare to go exercise myself... Dun dare go cycling or gym by myself.. Or go to the beach or park to scream out my frustrations... I really wished to go to the beach and scream out loud during that period last year!!! But i was at work at the office... N everywhere i go mum's bound to know coz the office's in the same block as our home.. So i can't sneak away... Ha.. Who am i kidding?? Like i dare to.... Haiz....
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