Ok.. So i'm going NYJC to register later.. Jack came again n swayed my mind n everyone who is here in the office such that i wopuld be an idiot n regret my whole life if i dun give it a shot at the U route.. But really scared.. Dunno if i can cope n do well there.. I've really been swayed by my frens.. Quite afew of them.. N anyway quite indecisive.. So while i still have time, i might as well give it a try.. I'm sure i'll regret in my later years if i dun give it a try now.. But i'll need lots of help i guess.. Coz i'm such a stupid person who's really bad at memorising..
I have thought it over everytime he comes over n talks alot to me.. Thank you for his loads of patience.. Haha.. So he'll be very glad i finally decided to give it a try.. So one day if i really succeed n be a real successful person, i gotta give him a big treat..
But now i'm in a dilemma.. Xinyin just said I can't switch to a poly in teh same year. Gotta wait a year. N i might just waste a year if i really can't cope in JC.. Lokks like if i really go ahead with Jc, i really gotta do my best, no matter what. Haiz.. I think it just has to be lidat.. Hmm.. Gonna think for awhile..
But on a lighter note, mum had a talk again about the boyfriend thing.. She's been toking to me abt it ever since i was forced to leak out news abt any guys in my life.. So she's been askng n i just answer lor.. Dun misbehave.. Just bring the guy over if i do have one.. there's no harm.. It's ok.. At least he noes my family n my family noes him.. No biggy.. Haha.. Too late.. guess it wun happen anytime soon huh? Haiz..
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